Dear Diary,
It's the middle of the night. 2:36am. I'm awake, because every night, 2 of my kids tag team me.. One on my feet, and one on my head. They overheat and suffocate me, until I cant sleep. Tonight, I went and found a new spot to sleep. Not even 5 minutes later, Davi follows me and puts his little furnace body on mine. I have never been closer to drop kicking a baby out of bed before. Someday, I will miss this, right? :)
Today felt like a good day to get back onto the treadmill. I had a whole food energy supplement. I had bone broth and fruit for breakfast. I got this.
I plug the treadmill in, I get a show on that I want to watch. I get on the treadmill, and BOOM. Blow all the fuses in the wall, that the treadmill was plugged into. God, must be telling me, Don't worry about exercising. But I really want to lose this blubber on my stomach.
I can't get the fuses to reset, or whatever it's called.. So I run an extension cord to behind the washing machine, to get a good walk in, and be able to watch TV. Davi threw a tantrum, I wouldn't get off the treadmill, mid-workout to hug him. He decided to spank my butt as I was walking. Motivation? Then he unplugged my treadmill, as I was rounding the 2 mile mark.. He's lucky my legs were jello. ;) I ended up doing 3 miles in all this morning.
I actually did another mile after dinner. We had Smash burger for dinner, it was delicious. Even though I get the grilled chicken breast with healthier options, I still needed to walk off the ick that I feel after eating out.
Goal is 30 pounds this deployment, and to actually keep it off this time. David comes home, and I fall to shit. Eat everything in sight. Lose all my morals and become a couch potato. I keep telling myself, I will get my shit together, maybe it started today. :)
It's the middle of the night. 2:36am. I'm awake, because every night, 2 of my kids tag team me.. One on my feet, and one on my head. They overheat and suffocate me, until I cant sleep. Tonight, I went and found a new spot to sleep. Not even 5 minutes later, Davi follows me and puts his little furnace body on mine. I have never been closer to drop kicking a baby out of bed before. Someday, I will miss this, right? :)
Today felt like a good day to get back onto the treadmill. I had a whole food energy supplement. I had bone broth and fruit for breakfast. I got this.
I plug the treadmill in, I get a show on that I want to watch. I get on the treadmill, and BOOM. Blow all the fuses in the wall, that the treadmill was plugged into. God, must be telling me, Don't worry about exercising. But I really want to lose this blubber on my stomach.
I can't get the fuses to reset, or whatever it's called.. So I run an extension cord to behind the washing machine, to get a good walk in, and be able to watch TV. Davi threw a tantrum, I wouldn't get off the treadmill, mid-workout to hug him. He decided to spank my butt as I was walking. Motivation? Then he unplugged my treadmill, as I was rounding the 2 mile mark.. He's lucky my legs were jello. ;) I ended up doing 3 miles in all this morning.
I actually did another mile after dinner. We had Smash burger for dinner, it was delicious. Even though I get the grilled chicken breast with healthier options, I still needed to walk off the ick that I feel after eating out.
Goal is 30 pounds this deployment, and to actually keep it off this time. David comes home, and I fall to shit. Eat everything in sight. Lose all my morals and become a couch potato. I keep telling myself, I will get my shit together, maybe it started today. :)
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